is it bad that i'm thinking about cocaine.

Is it bad that I'm thinking about cocaine? Not doing it, but just about it. I wonder what people feel or how they feel under that kind of high. Hmm... :/ I wonder, if I ever tried it, would I be happy? Would it make me feel good, even if only for a few hours...? I wonder why celebrities get so hooked on it. Or why people in general do. Well, that's something I'll never know~